I've Got My Certificate!!

I don't know how to describe my emotions right now.. its all mixing to one another..but all i know is, the emotions are heading my thoughts to negative side and i don't like it!

STUPID! MORON! BENGONG! LEMBAB!  

all these harsh words keep on playing in my mind ever since i stepped outside of the spooky room!

DAMN! What is wrong with me?! or maybe what is wrong with my tongue?! Does my otak not functioning well today?! hoi wake up lah! You are 26!! Act and speak like 26 years old woman!

Things to do list:

Start to alert all things around you!

Start to pay attention to what you're goin to do next!

Start to plan your career path and do something with your otak!!

Start to polish your vocabs duhh!!

Start to change your bad attitude to a good one!

Start to think positive and believe in yourself!!

Start to boost up your level of confidence and walk!!

Start to be more serious in handling your life!!!!!

Arghhh..all of the 'things to do' are too subjective. I need guidance. Somebody!! Help me!!

After what I've been through today, I feel so embarrass to myself, to my parents, and of course.. to the managers!! I don't care about the position they're offering me. I don't even care if I get the job or not. All I do care is their perceptions on me! Master's student konon. Tuihh! 

Hey guys! Look! I've got my certificate! Danggg!

The End!!