December 17, 2012

Friendship Forever

Assalamualaikum..
One question before I go to bed. Do we look alike? Ramai yang cakap that we were like twins! Her hubby used to said that I'm the version of Japanese, whilst myra is the version of mat salleh. What?! Japanese??! duhh..tak de langsung wajah ke'Jepun'an itu. haha..

Suddenly got a thought of her. Found this photo in one of my folder and since I'm in the 'red flag' mode, no need to rush for Subuh tomorrow morning. So, did some editing on the photo just to make it more presentable even though it is not! Well, at least I've tried! Ha..Ha..Ha..

Okay then, will update more soon. Maybe I can do another entry called Friends! Which i will include all the memorable photos of me and my friends. Sounds interesting yet it will take lots of time to do that. Phew! Will do..In syaa Allah .. *smile*

Good Night!

-The End-



Sunday: A Summary

Assalamualaikum..

Just need to write something before I sleep. Summarizing my Sunday i guess.

Sunday (16/12/12), not really a productive day for me.

Morning: I woke up at 8am. Took my bath straight away. Went downstairs, helping mama to hang the clothes, swept the floor a bit (just to remove some hair strands on the floor) and went to bought some breakfast for us plus mama was really really hungry at that time - no rice please! Flipped few pages of NONA mag whilst mama is making a phone call to the one of the prospect caterer for my wedding. She's the best so far. Total estimate for food+decoration is about RM10K. roughly with 1000 guests (est.) Walkway with 6 aisles+red carpet+deco for main table and VIP tables provided. Cool. Just what I wanted since I will not have the Pelamin for bersanding. So, boleh cut cost from there. Then, me and mama had a conversation on my wedding preparation-more on guest list and hantaran. Had a nap for about 30 mins. Suddenly i realized that I haven't change my bed sheet for what..2 months??!! hahaha..whatta lazy and dirty of Madeeha Munir! Rushed up to my room, take off the dusty bedsheet, got my room vacuumed and wallah! All done in 1 hour. Sesi mengemas yang paling ringkas di dunia! heh ~

Afternoon: No lunch as we already had our heavy breakfast. Ayah had his lunch at his golf club. So we were not cooking today. Fried bee hoon+watched Satay (old malay movie), Facebooking 

Evening: Iron my 1 week clothes+watched Never Been Kissed via my lappy and updating my blog and not to forget checking my email as well. 

I guess i'm going to bed now since I'll be working tomorrow (so do you). Will see you guys later. Adios~

-The End-

December 15, 2012

Bila .. Bila .. Bila ..

Hello again!

Herm..seharian hari Sabtu ni, tatau la nak buat ape. Makan, layan internet, browse design tudung, design baju, dan macam-macam lagi.

Tapi takde yang berkenan di hati. Tangan terus menulis nota di dalam buku nota untuk perkahwinan yang aku sediakan khas untuk catatan persiapan perkahwinan aku. heh..

So far, takde progress yang mendadak. Masih ditakuk yang rasanya sama. Cuma perubahan dari segi getting more info tu mungkinlah naik dalam 10% daripada 0% selepas minggu pertunangan. 

Ada hikmah dapat tempat kerja dekat dengan shopping mall terkemuka di ye. Hari-hari kerja survey barang je. haha. Nasib ada teman yang sekepala. Asal lontar idea, semua jalan! 

Ok, enough about wedding preparation etc. Let's talk about work! Yes, work! Huh..sudah tentu kerja saya sangat membosankan. Beberapa hari lepas, HR ada mengutarakan Employee Enggagement Survey. Hujung tahunlah katakan, mahu tahu feedback/pandangan pekerja-pekerja katanya.

Aku jawab berdasarkan apa yang aku rasa dan alami dan harapan untuk masa depan. Secara kesimpulan, soalan-soalan yang ditanya adalah berdasarkan rasa pekerja terhadap SMTs, persekitaran tempat kerja, JD yang menarik dan difahami atau tidak serta kecenderungan untuk bertukar kerja di masa akan datang. Jawapan aku banyak "tend to disagree" dan 'I don't know" dan yang paling best, soalan terakhir yang bertanyakan samada aku akan consider untuk bertukar kerja untuk masa akan datang, jawapan aku YA!

Sudah lebih seminggu aku tidak berbincang secara penuh bersama superior aku. Lebih banyak berhubung melalui email dan aku tidak banyak berbahasa di dalam email. Sekadar kepilkan dokumen berkenaan itu sahaja. Tawar hati dengan sikapnya yang seperti tidak adil. Beliau seperti ada split personality. Di kala pagi, bukan main ramah lagi. Selepas tengah hari, boleh berubah menjadi seorang yang serius dan tidak kenal pekerja-pekerjanya. apakah?! Stress hidup aku di pejabat mcm nih. 



Aku bosan dengan tugasan yang diberikan. Secara terus terangnya, aku tidak pernah suka akan pekerjaan aku ini sejak dari mula ianya ditawarkan. Ini bukan apa yang aku kejarkan. Aku suka tugas yang lebih terfokus yang boleh aku asah kemahiran aku. Sehingga ke hari ini, apa yang aku buat pun aku tak tau. Bosan! Selok belok arah syarikat pun aku kurang jelas, ditambah pula superior yang kurang memberi hala tuju untuk aku kerana beliau juga kurang jelas dengan tugasan yang diberikan pada aku. Whatta heck!??
Macamana aku nak improve? Ya, memang harus ada inisiatif aku sendiri. Tapi aku perlukan sokongan daripada superior ku. Apa guna, kalau aku laksanakan tugasan yang diberikan, alih-alih beliau akan bertanyakan itu ini yang mana aku boleh katakan soalannya kadang kala tidak relevan dengan misi untuk laksanakan tugasan itu. Being too analytical pun masalah juga sebenarnya. terlalu luas fikirannya. Payah..payah..sungguh payah!

Aku tidak tahu sampai bila aku akan alami perasaan negatif seperti ini. Bila luahkan pada rakan, mereka nasihat itu ini. Ya, memang mudah untuk memberi nasihat. Yang alaminya itu yang lebih hebat hati tersiat. Demotivate! Serius..Hari-hari datang ke pejabat, tempuh kesesakan lalu lintas, bayar tol..tapi fikiran kosong. Hanya fikirkan bila aku dapat keluar dari syarikat ini! Bila aku dapat capai cita-cita aku! Bila aku dapat lakukan perkara yang aku ingin lakukan! Bila dan bila .. persoalan itu terus bermain-main di fikiran aku. 

Ya Allah..ampunkan dosa aku Ya Allah..Aku mohon padaMu, permudahkan segala unrusan aku dunia dan akhirat. Tempatkanlah aku di tempat yang terbaik untuk aku, untuk agama aku, dan untuk bakal keluarga aku. Aminn ... 


Just a few thoughts to be shared

Assalamualaikum u ols!

It's Saturday! and never realized that it is almost 12 noon! Gosh..the weather really makes me wanna continue my sleep.

What is currently happen now?
Okay, my lil bro and ayah are preparing themselves for driving range at their usual place. 
Mama, i think is napping or eating durian, coz i smell durian in my room! haha .. 
Me? of course..cracking my head to write on this blog thingy.

My things to do list:
Currently I'm in the mode of bride to be. Yeay! Alhamdulillah..
therefore, I need some ideas in designing my bride's gown, solemnization thingy and for the hantarans etc. Ergh..so like banyak gile have to think! Now pulak ada YES, oh my..it makes me really really wanna jump from the top of the tallest building now!

Ok, some updates for myself and for you as well (thanks for reading my blog, btw.)

List of barang hantaran done dy. The only thing I need now is $$$! haha..Yesterday wandering kat Pavi with my colleagues. Then one said, let's go to this perfume shop. Then we all further our steps to 3rd or 4th floor, can't remember but it's the same floor with GUESS shop (if you know it). 

Well, long story cut short, I've decided to buy one or two of their perfumes for myself and hantaran as well soon! Seriously, the price is so damn low plus I really adore and addicted to the beautiful scent that they have. Damn man! I really wanna buy them! Ok, so far, perfume and telekung settle..The rest still under construction. haha! List je dulu. Later if we find new things which suitable to our budget, we'll rewrite the contents. *smile*

Next! I am decorating my wedding gown. Yes, it is fun and enjoyable yet makes my head go dizzy to think on what color should i wear, what kind of design should i choose, what material, where to find such material for my gown, how to deco the beading etc and bla .. bla .. bla ..Oh btw guys, i have one problem here! My fiancee doesn't like to wear 'Tengkolok' thing on his head during the reception. What am I supposed to do with him?!! Oh my..sangat pelik ini orang tau. Yelppp!! Ok, forget about him. Worse come to worst pun, I WILL make him wear it! haha .. Now, let's focus on my thing. haha! Sounds selfish enough to me. 

Well, speaking of wedding gown, just to share with you guys, lace is not my interest. Not at all and I don't have the answer if you ask me why. hua .. hua .. hua .. I adore people wearing lace, especially french lace etc. But still..the interest is not there in me. Never mind, still got plenty of ideas, patterns and designs out there which not from lace material which suits me for my wedding. Just need to be patient and keep on searching! In syaa Allah .. But, whatever pun, I plan to design it myself. he..he..he..No need to hire Hatta Dolmat ke, Rizalman ke, Zery Zamry ke .. bla .. bla .. bla .. besides the cost, I don't like heavy beading for my attire. hermmm.. I think that is the reason why I don't prefer lace material. Well no offence to lace lover.

Erm..talking about wedding preparation thingy is exciting but I don't feel the excitement right now. My head is now concentrating on food coz I'm hungrayyyy!!

K guys, just to share some photos with you on my company's event ever since I've joined them.

Orange Carpet Event | 13th December 2012
Host: Phat Phabes (fly.fm)
Artist of the day: Bunkface jer :p
Plenty of foods and drinks, including free Chatime and other gifts as well!
Location: Menara ING, Jln Raja Chulan, KL
Photo: Edited by me

IPTEB Bowling @ Sunway Mega Lanes
Photo: Edited by me. 
Motive: Searching for Madeeha Munir

My group: Naib Juara Pun Boleh (name given by Faris with the green t-shirt)
Whatever..yang penting tak dapat Naib Juara. haha~
Julia (Blue Scarf) got the Best Player (Female) Award!
Photo: Edited by me

Makan-makan for Girls only!
Friday | Menara Boustead, KL
Part of the Ehsan Girls

3rd Floor, Menara Boustead.
The Corporate Shirt of IPTEB and it's Friday!!


Well, hope u guys enjoy the photos. Will update more soon. In syaa Allah. 
See ya later!


-The End-